the 19yr old girl who wished she hadnt grown up








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Thursday, November 30, 2006

yesterday was friendly match against westwood sec & PVC meeting at KAP:)


ytd was a looooooooong day i must say,yet productive & fulfilling.
I SAW JOYCE & JOCE AT CCAB =))) muahahahahha.
lotsa thanks to siewcheng for those goodies wrapped in aluminiun foil stuffed inside MAC's bag:D
yes,i must achieve my personal goals by sunday.
i tore my leg muscle yesterday=X
hockey camp on FRI SAT SUN.
tomorrow's MUMMMMMMMMY'S birthday =)))
stretch stretch S-T-R-E-T-C-H.
i feel like eating the hiphop jelly now.
i miss my ex-neighbours,my childhood playmates.
those hide&seek times,playing silly games along the corridor,sharing the bowl of strawberries:)
SY, KM, CJ & LJ,i miss you guys lots lots LOTSSSSSSSSSSS.


thanks for that,it actually means alot.

somewhereovertherainbow;

4:05 AM


Friday, November 24, 2006

LIFE'S GETTING TOUGHER=/


go on,be strong
&
dont go.

somewhereovertherainbow;

11:07 AM


Tuesday, November 21, 2006

YOU'RE MY SUNSHINE,MY ONLY SUNSHINE,YOU MAKE ME HAPPYYYYY WHEN SKIES ARE GREY**


ahahah,i saw this super nice line as i was browsing through my diary:) but now,no more sunshine.BOOHOO=/but still,i like this song! speaking of songs,i finally got 2 of my current fav songs from my loyal song provider,misslimweiqian:D muahaha,she made me so happy by sending the songs to me yesterday. was out with lj and we went shopping!we spent loads on clothes and food. had ajisen for dinner and we felt so full after that.then we came up with a PLAN,a super productive plan i hope:) ohh,and we went jogging at night. YAY=) it's really time to say byebye to those eeky fats!


sister accompanied me for dental today and we had to wait soooo long despite being early=/ patience is a virtue,i know:) thats why i patiently waited and only complained oaacsionally. the dentist told me sth today:


"this tooth is getting abit stubborn"

"huh really?"

"yeah,but nvm we'll see what we can do with it the nxt time i see you"

"okay:)"

"the treatment is going to end soon."


AHHHHH nono,for a moment i felt quite sad. i told kuku heng that i'll miss my braces and she laughed at me. i'll really really miss them! afterall,it had been with me for more than a year.HAHAHHHA.so today,i chose my favourite colour knowing that it's going to be one of the last few treatments:)) okay,nevermind. then after that was lunch at bakerzin with sister! yum yum,i love the big sandwich and ice chocolate:DD sister's friend is working there and we got a discount. ahahahha,yummy treat. then after that, we cabbed home cos she had to rush to the airport. i seriously thought that the taxi driver is a malay until i heard him speak hokkien. haha,looks are really deceiving.


my teeth hurts,but nvm,braces i still love you:)


hockey hockey hockey!haven been to trngs for almost a week cos of the SIF METRO thing. pitching on friday and trng on friday! :)


tomorrow's lit field trip! yay,im looking forward to it,and i heard tt our last stop is esplanade. hohoho,certainly reminded me of the TRAIL that time.i miss those kids from siling primary,esp my fav boy! :D kukuheng just told me that some guy called her up ytd looking for me. haha pls,that was so funny. coincidental coincidence! blahh.


OUCH. it still hurts.

somewhereovertherainbow;

7:37 AM


Saturday, November 18, 2006

stupid blogger doesnt allow me to post pictures,instead of pictures,i see ugly green grey weird boxes appearing=//


wednesday was fun,super super super FUN :)) steam-boated at joce's hse and talked like we have never talked before by the pool. dont ask me why,i just know that this friendship will be, forever :)

yesterday was the funniest day in my 17yrs of life.HAHAHHHHHA.2 MRpolicemen actually came knocking at our door.no worries,we didnt commit any crime,we are just warned about our laughter which apparently caused some disturbance to some "i-dont-know-who" neighbours. ahahahha,it seems that we were too engrossed in that kuku lame game and laughed toooooo loudly. AHHHHH,whatever. but it was fun :)) even with only the 5 of us present,we could actually attract policemen,i wonder what will happen when the 10 of us are present. love love them soooo much :)))


today was charity day! me zur kuku mei did our cip for the metro thing. had to wake up super early this morning (and tmr) to meet kuku meinu to take bus 67 all the way to tampines. how fun. the bus was sooo packed in the morning though we still managed to get a seat eventually,cos apparently nobody was so free like us to sit all the way to tampines. but but never mind! i love long bus rides =) the people i met today were all so nice,i like.



lalalalalala.
i miss the view when there was me&you :D

somewhereovertherainbow;

2:38 PM


Wednesday, November 15, 2006

today is a happy day! :))

HAHAHHHA,the main reason is because it is the first time in my 17years of life that im working.okay,this sounds dumb,but it's true=) today was the kids from siling primary,and yup,though they could be quite playful and noisy at times,but still,they made my day:) especially when my fav boy from F5 said to me:


"you must collect back our booklets,then u will remember us"


HAHAHHHA,i really will:)but obviously, i didnt collect their booklets=/


after that was dinner with joyce,xiang,dorothy and joce at clementi hawker center.hahahha,i realised we have been gg there quite often lately.But it really feels super fun dining out with friends in hawker centers,and the food is heavenly:) BUT BUT,today our all time fav western food shop wasnt opened!! how sad,so me and joyce "betrayed" the uncle and ate from another western food stall. YUM YUM :)


ohh i just finished reading the book.
it didnt have a happy ending.

somewhereovertherainbow;

3:51 PM


Saturday, November 11, 2006

"life is hard only when you never take it easy"
-quoted from YELLOW DUCKIE:)


agree agree,i totally agree with the above line.I LOVE MY PENCILCASE:))

Today was PVC meeting at KAP and after that,walking around at westmall. Okay,turnout rate wasnt that wonderful today,but but,we had some lead mentors who joined us too. Some good experience though the meeting wasnt carried out that smoothly,but i think it ended on a happy note?At least we talked some stuffs out and yah,we shall all own the proj together. TEAM PIONEER!


There was supposed to be this briefing on monday's trails but it was cancelled. IM SO SO SO SAD=/ that means my 90bucks is gone gone GONE!! hohohoh,good luck to me,im temporarily jobless now.Now im starting to wonder how come school hols start so early(for pri schs).tsk tsk tsk.But logically,schools should organise more excursions and outings for the students during holidays!!HAHAHHA,okay,never mind.I could have picked up another offer,but it clashes with trainings=/I want to go on trails,i think it's going to be so so so soooooo fun with the kids:D Ting Ting's reaction to me being in hockey was so so so BIG and FUNNY. ahhhhh okay.


=))
i spilled my icelemontea at KAP just now,but the person was kind enough to replace it.
Good service made my day.
hahahhhha.


i realised determination is such an important factor in whatever we do. Okay,u can say that im slow but at least i realised okay:)


PW is finally overrrrrrrrrrrrr.ahahahha.no more pw-ing late in the night,PW is not going to deprive me of my sleeeeep anymore.HAH,but one thing for sure,im definitely going to miss the pw-ing times with my grp.all those last minute stuffs and panics,definitely worth remembering:) We shall all go take up pilates and pregnancy exercises in the future!hahahha,to show that at least we learnt something out of PW =))


training's at NINEam tomorrow.
everyday's going to be a happy day,
i promise:)

somewhereovertherainbow;

2:18 PM


Monday, November 06, 2006

i have no idea,i dont want to. But i know this is going to be an emo post=/


on that green patch of field,i see different players,
playing the game their way.
In their eyes,i saw passion.
the burning desire to win,

confidence.
cheers, cheers, and more cheers along the way.
the excitement and emotions they had,
always left me feeling
___________
to find the voice within?
will i ever be able to do that,
i cant help but wonder.
one word of encouragement makes my day,
but one look from the eyes is enough to break it.
no,not that feeling.
it never fails to spoil my day.
the game of possession,
my game of emotions.






somewhereovertherainbow;

2:21 PM


Wednesday, November 01, 2006














"ifyou could be more aggresive, you would be a very different player"
i'll do my best and not let anyone down =)




and for one moment in time,i knew you were mine.
but for now,
just leave,and dont ever turn back.
you never knew those could hurt.
byebyebyebyebye
:)

somewhereovertherainbow;

5:33 PM